When it's always time, i'll look out the big window hoping to see you by the pillar waiting.If i don't,i'll lie to myself saying that maybe you'll be there later.Sometimes it happens.Sometimes it doesn't.When it does my heart beats fast feeling so happy with big smiles.Even i don't show, it doesn't mean i ain't happy.When it doesn't happen,i'll still wonder and hope for things to happen. But sadly all these useless hopes are just for nothing.I'm not sad now.But i'm not happy either.It's difficult to talk to someone about the many lil' things in my heart.I really want to sometimes.But i don't know who to talk to.It just seems like nobody wants to listen a 17 year old girl pouring her heart out.I think there's too much inside.I think i'm going loopy.Seriously loopy.Haha haha.I hope all of my friends are having fun.Hope they're happy lil' people.Stay happy y'all.
chef in the making wrote
8:39 AM